Randy
I hear you saying that you struggle with believing in Intelligent Design. I can't name a single thing that I
struggle to believe in. If things don't add up and the evidence isn't loud and clear I don't
believe. It is foreign to me to believe without evidence.
You say you read the writings of scientists who believe in God, but do you read the writings of scientists who don't believe in God? Doing so might help you with this struggle you're having. It sounds like you're struggling because you're getting half of the necessary information and that half doesn't fit with what you observe in the real world. Check out the other half and you might see that reality makes perfect sense.
Then again I might have misunderstood you!
